1 Aug

I "died" once on my 17th.

It just came by itself without realising.

Like some of those movie, the flashback ei?

All the happening that happened in my life, screenshot, picture by picture.

I didn got that anyway.

What I actually got was just a 3-5seconds of blackout in mind.

I remembered... so strong the way it came.

Make it harder and Im sure... I'll end up at the leg of the hill.

Have it worst, I wont be here. =)

She was the one I wanted to call at the first minute actually.

Guess that didn came into it...

It happened so fast and you couldn see it coming in just the 0.5sec.

I "died" for that 3sec and realised something watery on my head, dripping on my seat.

My white uniform were covered with blood stain and what I only wanted to do just to make sure, Im steady still.

Glasses cut gave me some bruise on my face, hands and neck.

It was minor tho. Cuz all on my head..

I wonder now, if I had that accident again, where am I that time?

Wonder again, if you knew what happened to me that night, what would you do?

Now I realised.... it's already a year since that accident gave me trauma.
How after that accident left a piece of glass in my wound after one month.

and how it gaves me tons of shit headache even till today.

I just wanna ask, what were you thinking?

You just don't understand at all...