I kept recalling things these days.
you know, sweet stuff, bad stuff, memories.
starting from... 2 years back I guess.
guess what? I even dreamt bout it.
I'll call it, "worst nightmare".

Like I said, if that day I didn go.
and I didn know. Im sure right now things will appeared differently.
of cuz, if I had ever know it earlier.
well, its a dream or maybe fate.
Fate wants me to bump into it, woah, sounds so familiar and like yes.

Im not mature enough, yes, thats how I am still.
Dont you see? I dont know when to get serious when I really have to.
Im always someone... dilly-dally, too close with someone, Im not a good boy. >=)
yes, I always thought things come in my way.
but sometimes Im not selfish or determine enough, and that turns into dilly-dally.
like me, hate me. Im sorry, thats how I am.

Its been a while since I went there.
spent an hour there, talked to the granny.
woah~ just like the same. but she seems still dont know anything bout it.
and still she is happy to see me around tho.
anyway, she is not any kind of granny I know so far, she is sporting, just like the mother.

Some question just made me was gone speechless when asked.
I took it over with a smile and laughter.
what else can I do? haha!

Im not writing it out so detail of cuz. I'll just keep it myself.
sometimes its painful when you struggling between 2 things that bothers you.
by the time you found the solution, maybe you'll say "Is it too late?"

and now, everyday, I realized, each day is a gift. It depends how you make it a day.
Life is not just full of surprise but obstacles. Dont you think so?

Everyone has a path to choose, it depends on you.

p/s: I found something, which made me touched. Tho its silly to me.