My fault, seriously fall hard this time...
how much I wished time will turn back for me RIGHT NOW!
where time before tragics happened!

Can I think positively? saying, there still long way to go...
Im sure things will just change if I try hard enough... isnt it?
or I really just a jerk who really shouldn have the 2nd chance?

I admit, Im an idiot...
I screwed things up and now Im suffering from it... good

*tell me "everything will be fine" and EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE...