problem

Ahhh~ I went counseling session today! haha.. bukan I ada dicipline problem ok?!
actually didn made any appointment punya lah...
and not purposely went there to po peh.. X)
went to look for Cik Sherina for the matriculation form and info..
then talk talk then end up there almost a period...
turns out into a counseling session macam tu.. XD
cuz she gave me the slip to masuk class... duh..

awww... teacher was right lahhh..
nothing can stop one to achieve something he/she want the most...
just the matter of time, earlier or later... cant just give up when u made up your mind on something
seriously, I really hope someone can listen to my problems...

I DONT WANT STUDY FORM 6

yeah, not to say I hate form 6...
in other way, I myself felt its a waste of time cuz I had made up my mind what I wanna study...
mum always lecture... relatives always expect, me and my bro should get into form6
and then straight to University, just like my other 3 elder sisters...

I know, study form 6 I can have another one and a half year high school life...
yeah, I like high school... seriously I do...
many memories were started from there of cuz...
relationships, friends, teachers, every school corner left some recalls back...
its like a second home to me... yeah yeah, whatever...

sigh... but since I know what Im up to... why just dont I carry on what I want?
awww... I dont come from those wealthy family...
money IS a problem to me somehow...
I dont mind "half study half work", to provide and pay for my own need and fees...

but study form6 can save lots of expenses.. jeezz...
so pls God, pray me get good results in my SPM with wonderful rainbow flying colours..
so that I can get FULL scholarship from the institue or college to further my studies...

PLEASEEEEEEEE.... tell me everything will be fine....

*unexpected things turns to reality sometimes...