I-dont-know-why

What's wrong with me today?
I dont feel the way like I feel few days ago...
I dont know why, dont ask me why...

Suddenly, its like so many things come through my mind and makes me recall back something
for example, think back few years back stuff...
yeah, I thought of it... I dont know why...
Im not not ok kay? Im doing fine..

I just dont really understand why there's something I cant put it behind...
almost 2-3 years... u get what I mean?
I couldn move forward cause its like haunting me when I thought of it..

There's alot of thing waiting for me in front...
It's making me recall back and holding to it...
...it wont go or even disappear in my mind

Please, God, give me wisdom to overcome all these...
...and once again, tell me everything will be fine!

*I realised...