I wonder

"desire"
"trust"
"faith"
"understanding"

what the hell are all these?

I wonder...
why Im always the one in misarable situation?
why Im always the one wouldnt get the solid answer!?
WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT?!

SOME KIND OF DRAMA PLAYING?!

OR SOME KIND OF TEST TO TEST ME AGAIN?!

damn it~!

*I screw things up... I need a vacation!